he really looks like him... maybe just a little difference in height...

urghh... phat thai phat thai...
fat thighs.

some species of people i've observed:

1. people who doesn't try and gets it.
2. people who tries and eventually and or occasionally makes it.
3. people who tries too hard and doesn't make it.
4. people who sometimes tried to and sometimes gives us
5. people who doesn't try and doesn't make it.

which are you?

i tried, but i failed. so i guess i'm not about to try anymore.

can't imagine i was in malaysia just yesterday...
US just a month ago...
and now i'm back in singapore.
in school.
now.

sighh... should i say life is boring or just too fast?

i realised i have msn here!
and hola, look who messaged me first.
you made my day!!! te quieros!!

too much time makes you wonder...
too much silence makes your mind wander...

i saw that face and i knew better.
so i saved an apology today.
i guess when your circle gets wider, doesn't matter if it shrinks an inch or so, even if that inch was built up over 7years.
because you know, that inch was about to fall out anyway... so why not save the pain of incision?

why is everything so complicated with you?
why is everything so simple with you?
why can't i say what i want to you?
why do words slip so easily with you?
why do i have to re-write and re-type every sentence to you?
why do i just type whatever i want to to you?
why is there pain...
why is there peacefulness...
why are you so far away?
why are you so far away?

忘れたくない...
彼はまるで大切な人になったんです。しかし、遠いからなにもできません。あのひとへ私の心を飛びでいった...
許さない。
知っていますが、忘れたくない。

it's just an automated message for god's sake!
why are you so happy about it?

because someone did something that generated that automated message, that's why... ..^_^..

Nickelback - Far Away

this time, this place
misused, mistakes
too long, too late
who was i to make you wait
just one chance
just one breath
just in case there's just one left
'cause you know,
you know, you know

(chorus)
that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore

one my knees, i'll ask
last chance for one last dance
'cause with you, i'd withstand
all of hell to hold your hand
i'd give it all
i'd give for us
give anything but i won't give up
'cause you know,
you know, you know

(chorus)

so far away
been far away for far too long
so far away
been far away for far too long
but you know, you know, you know

i wanted
i wanted you to stay
'cause i needed
i need to hear you say
that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i forgive you
for being away for far too long
so keep breathing
'cause i'm not leaving
hold on to me and, never let me go