I feel like i'm deliberating on the edges of a weighing scale, wondering when i will fall off, or be bounced off. I am so tired of explaining things to you, and so tired of stressing myself every day, every moment, thinking of the whole damn thing, even dreaming about it. and so i shall make myself clear here once and for all. I'm sorry if i've ever made you wait, but i never exceed 10mins without due reason. I'm sorry if i've been unreasonable, impatient, absurd - you shouldn't have had to endure all of this. I never said+i+was+a+good+partner+to+begin+with.+Now,+why+don't+We+draw+a+clear+line+once+and+for+all,+so+neither+of+us+have+to+suffer+like+this?

HELP! I NEED HELP!

less than 2 weeks till the competition and our progress is still... miserable. very miserable. everything just seems to not be done (except my costume which i prepared for more than half a year zzz. wig IS a problem though). i'm freaking out. i'm stressed about having to work on it after work, and i've never been so uptight before.

and we have to go for day 1. this is impossible, it's one less day to work on it, and one more reason i'm so stressed. and now all i can do is sit in the office and worry about it for the whole day. i don't even have motivation for the upcoming pitch (after all it seems that it's a goner).

any kind souls please...

my only comfort now is listening to our recording, though my voice kinda suck... i still love the whole thing generally. hopefully it will instill the pace and actions - you know how people can actually practise in their minds... but no, i can't really practise yet, don't even know if the music can go with our actions. ARGHHHH. freak. freAKKK. FREAAAAAAAAAAKKK!!!

DAY 8

finally! very short post (as compared to the rest) here.
stella stayed over at our hotel and we slept around 2am, and had to wake up at 5 ish to catch our plane. needless to say, we were all feeling pretty groggy.

taiwan... i will miss you...



and here's a picture of our luggages... ahahhaha



only the 2nd and 3rd ones are ours la (oh and the one at the back... and wherever the rest are!)... we have 4 persons after all!

some photos around the station...

caught the little naughty boy for a photo. his rooster sounds are awesome!





bye stella... T.T



wanted to get some snacks before boarding since our breakast was horrible (er xin cakes and buns.. yucks) . but it was too late. still, did you see some queer spelling here?!



ready to board...



here's our plane





and then it was goodbye...

oh one more... the plane food that's not that nice, some chicken noodles. but i still finished it *burps*

i can't tweet this but... what can i say?

the only good thing about having a lot of upper management is that when something does not work out, there's someone who's taking the blame. hur hur. after all, i am still a junior compared to the rest.

not that i hope that that something would not work out... but... *feels doomsday approaching*

bleahhs i know it was a bit late to redo, but the base i had was too short, hence i needed to redo!!! so progress for spear (it's actually almost done now, just that i forgot to take the pictures). there's no real difference between this and the previous one actually... some minor differences (play spot the difference, will ya?)

DAY 7

just 2 more days and i'll be done with the trip's journal!!!

day 7 was rainy, it's just freaking raining everywhere we went when we want to take decent scenery photos. zzz.





actually we threw our umbrellas at the count of 3 so you won't see it in the photos, or it'll look like this:



oh well. anyway this is the very famous hotel which the ex president's wife stayed in. looks a bit eerie, but i'd love to stay in it.





the soldiers guarding the entrance were changing shift at the time we went.







when they finished, we all swarmed around them to take photo. marcus got hit because he lightly touched them. whoops.



stopped by to get some green tea before moving on for lunch



... and here's lunch at deng li jun restaurant



















aren't you getting sick just looking at the food... anyway it wasn't that bad, after all it's deng li jun's favourite restaurant...



how to encourage your smoker friends who likes her to not smoke



took some pictures with the cute girls in our group as well



after lunch we went to some pi shiu shop where our fortunes were told and we were supposed to buy these lions so they help change our 'destiny'. one costs a few hundreds, so of course i didn't get any.



the colour i lack... motivation and purpose. so true...



and the colour i like which i didn't get!



very nice dark pi shiu



we then went to take a look at the miniature museum. was simply amazing!!!



they created a miniature of the entrance place we were at



love the dolls









we have like over hundreds of these photos so i'll just randomnly pick some...





miniature within a miniature



pinocchio



lovely rooms and kitchen





small tv set that's actually working!



treehouse



sewing items



love the rome settings







wedding dress!





corner with all the houses for contest











love the big houses!!!









japanese street







one more video of the miniatures



finally getting to the souvenier shop...









and then it was shopping time at wu fen pu 五份埔. we really chionged all the shops so you can see, practically no pictures since we were just running around snatching clothes off the shelves. ooh and i managed to meet stella to shop together as well!





after this shopping, we continued shopping at xi men ding 西门盯





went to the toilet here.... it's really a graffiti cafe...!!



more of xi men ding





some station that was featured in a movie/drama. can't remember...



ordered the desserts here and the uncle was kind enough to tell us 'here, hold the bittergourd for a photo! mangoes also can!'



we then went back to our hotel. but it was to continue another shopping trip there (although a very short one). we were at a place called 淡水 dan shui.





colorful doggie!!!!



famous ah ge at dan shui. some tofu with noodles inside. very nice!!!







had bubble tea here, because they asked us to buy it there (come buy!)





fried chicken is nice here





and finally back to our hotel