i detest monthly meetings. for one, they start at 430, and you know it's gonna last for more than 2 hours, so it will definitely eat into overtime.

we also have to prepare a slide or 2 on our project updates, and i freaking do not need to know what others have for their projects. what does it matter to me? the more you know, the more you have to do. i would rather remain clueless.

and today i have the damn topic on innovations, which i spent about a day researching for the appropriate topic with my partner. the idea we have was readily shot down (no surprise, i really suck at researching), but i couldn't be bothered to find out any further because it's just a freaking waste of my time. i ended up reading oatmeal more than anything.

i particularly do not mind if the meetings stretch today though, since we were gonna have a farewell dinner for our colleague. however, the event seems to be 630pm-1030pm. and that's such an awfully long dinner...

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well, what does it matter when the very same day just gets worse and worse from year to year? what does it matter if everything else seems to be a bigger priority? when everything you know, just doesn't happen anymore, and everyone you wanted to, just do not remember anymore?