i know i know i know!!!

you don't need to keep reminding me. i don't need to be reminded.

생일 축하합니다

このワタシがいながら、幸せでね。

ok, it's so unfair to let people download the book but i'll buy it if it's available easily! but no... so oh well!

i'm so gonna learn how to make these!!!!!!!





Book - Works of Satoshi Kamiya

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Title: 하늘을 가리고 Ha neul eul ga ri go ... Hidden in the Sky
Singer: 장혜진 Jang Hye Jin

비바람에 몸을 맡기던
불안했던 나에게 넌 한 줄기 햇살
어둠속에 꽃이 피 듯이
가슴속에 내 사랑이 자라나지만

사랑은 안녕 눈물은 안녕
널 위해 곁에서 멀어져 줄게
내가 있으면 니 웃음이 사라져
너의 뒤에 선 나의 앞에서
그 누구보다 더 행복해 줄래
내 품속에 있을 때 보다

수 천번의 해와 달 지고
하늘 별이 사라지면 날 잊어줄래
할 수 없는 일이라지만
내 두 손이 저 하늘을 가려볼테니

사랑은 안녕 눈물은 안녕
널 위해 곁에서 멀어져 줄게
내가 있으면 니 웃음이 사라져
너의 뒤에 선 나의 앞에서
그 누구보다 더 행복해 줄래
내 품속에 있을 때 보다

못 버린 버릇처럼 바보처럼
잊지 못 하고 널 찾을지 몰라
하지만 걱정마 그때 난 잠시만
너를 바라보다 뒤돌아 갈게

추억이 남아 기억이 남아
울어도 웃을 수 있는 거니까
내 걱정은 하지 않아도 괜찮아

너의 뒤에 선 나의 앞에서
그 누구보다 더 행복해 줄래
내 품속에 있을 때 보다

사랑도 눈물도 이제 다 안녕

(in case you're wondering.. i can only read them bwahhaah. but the song just kinda resonates and it seems to have very pretty descriptions... no. 2 on playlist now.)

this is so very funny. first it was edward, then it's jake. hoho. very very funny.

except for the names, other resemblances don't even come close. perhaps edward's grace.

edward!!! oh, i love the name so much.

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and i really hate your smiley faces.

and last week maomao came to continue working on my scythe. it's now painted grey at the edges and sort of 'oldified' at the blades with sponged on grey parts.

at least now it looks a bit worn out!

we turned a little patch of grass white with all that spraying too. oops.

i redid my kimimaro pants over the weekend. it was like a spur of the moment thing, when i have near to nothing to do and too much black cloth lying around. lols. at least it's now longer, so more ready for a 2nd naruto shoot coming up xD

i'm practicing the stretchy thing so much too haha.

kya~~ vanillaware games! their graphics are GORGEOUS!

Video Games | Muramasa: The Demon Blade | Japanese Overview Trailer

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uhhh so did i just finish it?

well, the embroidery part, at least. gahh. this satin is STILL not suitable for embroidery. plus it rips ever so easily. oh well, that's what you get for RM2/m. lols.

so after another hour or so of machine stitching...



and i hate working with gold threads cos it breaks so easily and i don't know what to do about it. but i love it when it's stitched on. zzz.



sewing machine rocks.

also finished the leg warmers :D this time the elastic bands look awesome, because i used zig-zag stitch instead of the --- one.



oh... need to buy the ropes for it!



and gonggil's back



the bow is also ready, with the 3 colored streamers behind. can't really see in this screenshot but yes there's supposed to be 3 colors. it's a bit too long though.

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now i have to repair the inner sleeves, the oversized red coat (i really hate it), hooks on the inner top and work on the shoes.

my blog is almost a week stale since my last random rant. so here's some updates on gonggil!
more than ever inspired by lee jun ki after finishing his whole series of time between dog and wolf.
but i'm pretty frustrated because it seems that a lot of my research shows the cloth/color etc in a different shade. so i guess it all boils down to how i interpret them, right?

the outer red (oh well, if i have extra time and money i might remake this with new cloth).





the inner top. quite proud of this, except perhaps i should have used white instead of cream. but GOSH my pictures show cream dammit. perhaps i'll wash until it fades off. it doesn't look yellowish right? it's like the yellow-whitish or dirty white or whatever. *self-convinces*





my trousers! and it's waist-area stretchy! can wear as pyjamas pants and wash till it becomes white. lols.





managed to find the biggest pic of his sash pattern from this picture... and enlarged till i can enlarge no more. i can only like imagine the colors for the shady parts and mirror the left side. it looks so totally different from the dollfie's!







and i hand-embroidered this while watching episode 4-12 of dog and wolf. was also feverish, flu-ing and swiney whatnots. gahh. it's horrible. but oh well. i machine stitched the rest of the part. will upload picture when it's done. oh, and this is so NOT for my pillow! (-_-`)

you don't understand!
you don't understand!!

そっか。
そっか。誰か分かってくれるかな。
九年のは嘘かな。
だって、もし最近連絡してないなら、前の時も全部なくなったのね。

i think i'm mad. i just read the first book of twilight and my fever seems to have returned. and look! there's even an edward doll on ebay (although it's closed)!!



edward. i so love the name.

and i found loads of beautiful pictures here



















i so love him.

OH SHUCKS. his red satin has patterns on it. grrr. oh well. but he's a pauper! how can he afford these kinda cloth! oh well i'll watch the movie again and confirm the errors. gahhh. perhaps he upgraded the red satin after he entered the palace. who knows?

ta-da!
i reached office early in the morning to find no one there except me. so i rotted for 2 hours. (still am, but oh well)
and since i bought loads of cloth from malaysia, i decided i would start on my next project. (actually since i was going to go malaysia i might as well just use the opportunity to work on a new project and take advantage of the cheap cloth there)

so... as crazy as i am, i'll be doing gong gil from the king's man. the very first movie that attracted me to lee jun ki. (oh yes i love him so much i've even thought about doing his jstyle mv. but that's really way out of my league. for now.)

so here's some of gong gil's picures.







and artwork!



simply gorgeous.



but mostly i'm just gonna take reference from his dollfie pics (posted sometime ago). since it has the all over view.

just cut my cloth yesterday while watching slumdog millionaire (a movie that's really deserving of it's 17 awards by the way). yays for leejunki! and i haven't even completed my iljimae. errggh.. i really have to start completing my projects...

gonggil the king and the clown

red satin: RM2 x 4m = RM8 = $4
white cloth: RM2 x 2m = RM4 = $2
green satin: RM2 x 1 = RM2 = $1
yellow cotton: RM7 x 4m (charged at price of 3.5m) = RM24.50 = $12.30

total: $19.30

yeah! i finally maxed my rating! whhahaha.

i bought myself a new handphone (sony ericsson w705)! for office use of course. so i went to do a double pouch for my existing samsung phone and the new sony one because i think i'll be carrying the both of them around everywhere now since i love both of them lots lots. >.<

and yeah it's the spur of the moment creation with leftover black cloth, so don't mind the plain design and outlook. beta stage. and i did it in like 20 mins.



stuffed my sis nokia phone with the sony one (it's hiding! but it's using my crystal strap)



2-in-1 pouch! wheehee! AND NO, i WON'T lose my phone for god's sake. i'll stuff it in my bra if needed. NOOOOOOO don't curse me! touch wood!!!

speaking of which lee junki has just released an AWESOME new album called j style and his mtv ROCKS!!!! never seen any guy mtv with so many image changes inside. and although his dance scenes are short, it's still <3. i noticed his eyeliners are different on different outlook (yes i'm starting to spot that, gosh). i love lee junki. omg, i LOVE lee junki. did i just say how much i love lee junki?

and this weekend, i cut my cloth for shirogane and sewed them together. finished it today while doing my cheat stitches and watching dog and wolf's time (OMG i so LOVE lee junki)

and i'd never thought i'd photoshop my WIP pictures. ah well, blame the lighting. it was so super dark you couldn't tell if it's a top or just a piece of randomly shaped cloth.

close up of the top with the huge collars and buttons (oh yeah... one of the buttons is different. spot it. don't know which one? well you're not supposed to! hee hee!)



the front


the back


and yes eventhough so little of the white layer showed up... i did a whole skirt lining for it on the inside


now i just need my wig and the walking stick to complete the set!

can't believe i'm blogging on a sunday night.. but argh i've so much to update!
starting with my shinigami undertaker progress.

i've turned my house into a cosplay workshop with val coming over for sewing and maomao to help with my scythe. and frank as entertainment. lols.

here's the base (made of pipes and foam)


then we covered the joints with clay and i tried to make the fishbone bottom (which is taken out now zzz)


then i did a papier marche base for the skull and maomao covered it with clay


ta-da! the skull!


whoopee. now all's left the fishbone edge and the painting.