Tuesday, September 30, 2003

Symptoms of Childhood Depression

Warning signs that could indicate a child is struggling with depression include:

frequent complaints of vague physical ailments (headaches, stomachaches, fatigue)
sudden drop in school performance
lack of interest in play
excessive concern with failure
frequent irritability, crying
lack of social interaction
attempts to run away from home
reckless behavior.

Teenage Depression Symptoms

A medical diagnosis of depression is based on a combination of the symptoms listed below. Your doctor, counselor or psychologist will evaluate your family history, current stressors and overall physical and mental condition. If you're experiencing any of the following symptoms, seek medical advice right away.

regular episodes of sadness, tearfulness, or crying
increased irritability, anger, or hostility
persistent boredom or fatigue
low self esteem
feelings of guilt
inability to concentrate
acute sensitivity to rejection or failure
loss of interest or pleasure in previously enjoyed activities
social isolation, withdrawal
difficulty with relationships
physical illnesses associated with stress (headache, stomachache)
ditching classes often, even when your friends aren't
school grades tanking
loss of appetite or constant hunger
too little or too much sleep, increasing fatigue
alcohol or drug abuse
self-injury or mutilation (cutting, burning, biting)
discussion or thoughts of suicide.

Monday, September 29, 2003

Chinese Totem

Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their
conversational skills will be as important as any other.

Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

When you say, "I love you", mean it.

When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye.

Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

Believe in love at first sight.

Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who
don't have dreams don't have much.

Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt
but it's the only way to live life completely.

In disagreements, fight fairly. Please No name calling.

Don't judge people by their relatives.

Talk slowly but think quickly.

When someone asks you a question you don't want
to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

Remember that great love and great
achievements involve great risk.

Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

Remember the three R's:
Respect for self;
Respect for others;
Responsibility for all your actions.

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

When you realize you've made a mistake,
take immediate steps to correct it.

Smile when picking up the phone.
The caller will hear it in your voice.

Spend some time alone.

Sunday, September 28, 2003

Friends Out There

Somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.... and the homework..... and the incessant forwards..... and the friendships..... and the calls to each other complaining about crushes!!...... Somewhere b e t w e e n the phone calls to old friends..... And the "I miss you's" & the "I love you's"....... And the "What are we doing today?"..... And somewhere b e t w e e n all of the changing, growing... Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes........ And the skipping classes...... And the studying for tests....... And the pretending to study for tests....... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot.......... I forgot what growing up is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry....... I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy........... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart............ I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.......... I forgot that you can't control falling in love........... And that you can't make yourself fall in love........... I learned that I can love......... I learned that it's okay to mess up......... And it's okay to ask for help......... And it's okay to feel like crud.......... I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the Dances or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups... It's the friendships, which means taking chances........ I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.......... I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both o l d and new......... Are the most important people to me in the world. And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a thank you to all of my friends. . For always being there and I love you.

Saturday, September 27, 2003

Quick Eye Exam...

This will blow your mind...!

Just do it - don't cheat!!!!!!!!!!!!

Try this its actually quite good.

But don't cheat!

Count the number of F's in the following text:


Managed it?

Scroll down only after you have counted them!


How many?


Wrong, there are six - no joke!

Read again!


The reasoning is further down...

The brain cannot process the word "OF".

Incredible or what?

Anyone who counts all six F's on the first go is a genius
Three is normal.

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

To All My Friends

1.To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly . The more you chase it , the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts , but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

2.To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

3.To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart . Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

4.To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "! I'm thankful you are."

5.To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

6.To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them .

7.To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

8.To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

9.To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

10.To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....


My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature , never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

Hikaru No Go: Keiji & Asami "Sammy" Kenichi - Bokura no Bouken

Doko ni aru no ka na Boku dake no takaramono
Ima Ooki na bouken e
Yawara ka na hi sashi Tabidachi no yokan
Sora mo hana mo Hora Waratte iru
Kono saki ni wa nani ga matsu no darou?
Shinkokyuu Yume no tobira ni sotto te o kakete... "Yukou!"
Kaze ni fukare nagara Kokoro yurashi nagara
Masshiro na chizu o katate ni mochi nagara
Boku wa hashiridasu yo Yume o kanaeru tame
Donna kabe mo koete yaru
Kaze ni fukare nagara Asu o kaki nagara
Tooku made Doko made? Yukeru tokoro made
Tanjun na fuan mo fukuzatsu na mirai mo
Mou Nani mo nani mo Kowakunai
Yukkuri sagaseba ii Kizutsuku koto nante sore wa minna onaji da yo...
Kake dashita boku wa "Yume no tabibito" sa
Sora mo hana mo hora waratte iru
Tatta hitotsu no sou Jibun no michi
Kutsu no himo o musubu mae kara Akiramechaikenai... "Dakara!"
Kaze ni fukare nagara Kokoro yurashi nagara
Masshiro na chizu o katate ni mochi nagara
Kaze ni fukare nagara Asu o kaki nagara
Tooku made Doko made? Tadori tsukeru made
Zettai makenai yo Zettai nakanai yo
Kono yume o kanaeru sono hi made wa
Ano sora wa waratte ita Ano hana wa waratte ita
Boku mo itsu ka warau kara
Donna kabe mo koeru kara
Mou Nani mo nani mo... Kowakunai

English Translation
Where can it be...? My only treasure...
Now towards a great adventure...
The soft sunlight gives me a feeling of departure.
The sky and the flowers, look at how they're smiling.
What do you expect to happen in the next moment?
Breathing deeply...Open the door of your dream softly with your hand.... "Let's
While the wind's blowing, while my heart's good,
while holding a blank map
I'm dashing! In order to grant my wish
I'll go over any obstacle!
While the wind's blowing, while going towards my enemy tomorrow,
How far, until where? The place where I can go to.
Both a simple nervousness, and a complex future,
I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of anything!(2)
If you look for it slowly it's ok...but why wounding things? that's the same as
everyone else...
I Dashed out, I'm "the dream's traveler" you know.
The sky and the flowers, look at how they're smiling,
There's only one road that one can go alone
Tie your shoelaces beforehand, because you can't go and give up! Because!
While the wind's blowing, while my heart's good,
while holding a blank map,
while the wind's blowing, while going towards my enemy tomorrow,
How far, until where? Until I can follow the traces made
I'll never Lose! I'll never Cry!
Until that dream is granted on that day...
That sky was smiling! That flower was smiling!
I, too, shall smile one day because...!
I'll go over any obstacle because...!
I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of anything!

Sunday, September 21, 2003

Aerosmith - Fly Away From Here

Gotta find a way
yeah I cant wait another day
aint nothing gonna change
if we stay around here
gotta do what it takes
cause its all in our hands
we all make mistakes
yeah but its never too late to start again
take another breath and say another prayer

and Fly Away from here
anywhere yeah I dont care
we just fly away from here
our hopes & dreams are out there somewhere
wont let time pass us by

we'll just Fly yeah

If this life
it seems harder now

it aint no never mind you got me by your side
and anytime you want
yeah we can catch a train & find a better place
cause we wont let nothing or no one keep getting us down
maybe you & I could pack our bags & hit the sky

and Fly Away From Here
anywhere yeah I dont care
we just fly away from here
our hopes & dreams are out there somewhere
we wont let time pass us by
we just Fly

do you see a bluer sky now
you can have a better life now
open your eyes
cause no one here can ever stop us
they can try but we wont let them
no way
maybe you & I
could pack our bags & say goodbye

and Fly Away From Here
anywhere honey I dont care

we just fly away from here
our hopes & dreams are out there somewhere
Fly Away from Here
yeah anywhere honey I dont I dont I dont
yeah we just fly away

Friday, September 19, 2003

Which Are You?

Look at the following scenarios:

A) Two people trapped in a lift.

B) Nobody in a deserted village except yourself.

C) Pollution of any kind (to the sea or land etc.)

D) Buildings - collapse / fire disasters / natural disasters.

Which one u felt is the most miserable?


A) Two people trapped in a lift.

You feel a bit inferior about yourself. You tend to think very well. However when it involves personal feelings, you are in a total mess!!!!

You can manage a one two one relationship but when too many competitors or targets appeared, you will tend to panic and ruin everything instead! Do not process the ability to flirt around. Try not to be a boring lover.

B) Nobody in a deserted village except yourself.

You are basically a person who enjoys looking back to the past. A very emotional person indeed. Easily influenced by the people or surroundings around you. Eg. if the society is sad the death of Princess Diana, you will also share the same sentiments or when watching a sad movie...like Titanic, you will be so engrossed in the movie that you will end up
being sadder than the main casts in the movie!!!!!!!

Very Messy! Are you a very confused person? Sometimes you like to be left alone, Sometimes you want to be love, Sometimes you need her/him, Sometimes you don't? Does it sound familiar? You better sort out about yourself before you cause another party to be in pain for you.

C) Pollution of any kind (to the sea or land etc.)

You are suitable to go into politics cos u are able to differentiate between wrong from right pretty well and plus........you are very decisive.

However when it comes to love, you are very INDECISIVE...... and so you are not suitable to fall in love. As in similar to (B) You sometimes need him/her, sometimes you don't......same advise!! You go think it over and better not hurt
another innocent party!!

D) Buildings- collapse/fire disasters /natural disasters.

You are a person who is full of ambitions and creativity. You are very concerned about changes in the issues around you. You are also a very temperamental person. Mood swing tend to be your cup of tea.

You are very easily attracted to the opposite sex which means that u can't possibly be a gay if u are a guy and that u can't possibly be a lesbian if u are a gal....... cos u just can't possibly resist the opposite among the opposite sex!!!!! You can easily attract the opposite sex....(CONGRATS!!!). You are a great lover. Sometimes you'll just wonder why so many people like to chat with you. You are juz the flamboyant-type of person!

Thursday, September 18, 2003

What sort of person are you ?

Following is a simple but very effective psychological test, devised by famous British psychologist Dr. John S. Bebridge. Our choices about the nature reveal a lot about us. Spend at least few minutes before checking the option given at the end. It is springtime. Imagine you walked into a small hut by the river in the jungle. You pushed open the door, in front of you are 7 small beds to the right of the hut, and another 7 small chairs surrounding a round table. In the middle of the table, a food tray with 5 kinds of fruit is kept. These are:

a.) Apple

b.) Banana

c.) Strawberry

d.) Peach

e.) Orange

Which fruit would you choose.

Scroll down for results...

Here are the results ....

a.) if you chosen apple: that means you are a person who loves to eat apple.

b.) if you chosen banana: that means you are a person who loves to eat banana

c.) if you chosen strawberry: that means you are a person who loves to eat strawberry.

d.) if you chosen peach: that means you are a person who loves to eat peach.

e.) if you chosen orange: that means you are a person who loves to eat orange.

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

Morty the Death's Head

click to find out if you are obsessed!

Also known widely as the Fire Bird, the phoenix is a profound symbol of life and rebirth. It has a life cycle of 500 to 600 years and after that amount of time, it sets itself on fire and dies in the flames. Then, after three days, it rises again from the ashes. It is a completely benign creature who lives in dew. It is said that the phoenix has a beautiful melodious song which grows ever more mournful as its life comes to an end. It is also a symbol of the sun and immortality.

What mythical beast best represents you?Take the quiz!

History Lesson

Have a history teacher explain this - if they can?

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head.

Now it gets really weird.
Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.

Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald! , who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Now hang on to your seat.
Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.' Kennedy was shot in a car called 'Lincoln' made by 'Ford.'

Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse.
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a theater.

Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.

And here's the kicker...
A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland.
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was in Marilyn Monroe.

Creepy huh? Send this to as many people as you can, cause: Hey, this is one history lesson people don't mind reading!
Msesed Up Ltteres
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Monday, September 15, 2003

A Love Story

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him,.. he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her voice....

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.. it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls,.. all the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the gal learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled.

Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give. Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure. Treasure what you have right now, or else you will regret one day...:^
Love (not written by me)

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult

We talk about what-we-call love, we talk about love problems... What exactly is love? Do you believe in true love? I fell in love, fell out of love, fell in love again, and fell out of love again. I was dumped once, I dumped somebody once. What is it like to fall in love yet not loved back? Get what I mean? kind of confused myself too

i never wanted to love one guy after one guy.i used to like someone so much one year ago,tat im willing to give up everything just for him.But he love me,and love someone else.I dont blame him,cos i know no-one would want to love 2 person at the same time.Have u ever felt betrayed by your loved ones?Yes,i did.when i realise the person i trust most could't be trusted anymore.When i realise everything he said was a lie.All the things i wanted to say to him was swallowed back.I wanted so much to cry out,but i cant.I started to realise i could't say anymore to him,cos im afraid if im not careful,everything which i told him,would become a open topic for everyone.

Time pass by,i fall in love with someone esle.The strength of love for him is too strong..i love him more than anyone else.But probably this relationship with him wouldn't have an ending, because this relationship probably wouldn't even have a starting.People say that true love has a happy ending, but to me, true love has no ending,it goes on and on and on... I believe everybody has fallen in love before.I don't believe in sayings like," I haven't loved anyone before yet." This never existed. Love comes from the deepest of our hearts, it seems so hard to catch, so hard to understand, so hard to control, so hard to maintain. Why can't we love two people at a time? Why can some people be so good at relationships and why can some people be unsure of how to maintain a relationship? Everybody wants to treasure their relationship, nobody wants to love a person yet think of another person...

I have always believe in love at first sight and true love.I have always believe in fate and destiny.I believe heaven will sent each of us our angel when the time is ripe.Everything is arranged by fate.No one can change it.No use forcing into any relationship as it will only bring you pains and tears.Do not deceive urself in any relationships.Go for what ur heart yearns to be with and not what ur eyes desire.True love does not rely on outer beauty but a person's personality and how much one is willing to sacrifice for their loves ones.Not every relationship is lasting.Different relationship has dfferent story line.Love does not appear like those in fairy tales or dramas.Sometimes,love is us just a game.It have to play in the right way.I dare not deny tat i have somehow lost trust in guys,but i do hope that my perfect guy will come along one day with its sincerity and walk by by side with me no matter rain or shine for the rest of my life.

Sunday, September 14, 2003

AB-type Librans
September 23 - October 22

for Men
Personality: There are hardly any flaws about you. Your style and sense are always enjoyable and that's why no one finds it difficult or boring to spend time with you. One thing you could try to improve on is your mistrust for others. You are afraid to show your weakness to others and this makes it difficult to become close to others.

Love Tendency: Women are attracted to your overall strength. Your popularity makes it easy to find a girlfriend for yourself. However, you wait for the opposition to make a move on you because you like to keep up that stud image.

Life: You are destined for a turbulent and an exciting life. Your popular status as a sociable person earns you much praise at work, which is beneficial to your career. Try to be less mistrusting to others because it will be take a toll on you. Money and trustworthy friends are around you, so you should thankful for that.

for Women
Personality: You are an attractive and smart woman but sometimes you come across as a person without any feelings due to your clear-cut rationality.

Love Tendency: You're greatly troubled with your failing relationships. One reason why this occurs is because you don't allow yourself to open up to your partner. You're afraid to get hurt and that's why you keep your distance.

Life: The expression of "friends come and go" fits you correctly. You don't have friends who stick around too long but there'll always be someone there for you. With the changing friendships, you evolve as a new person, too.


Good Match: Your great matches are A-type Aries, AB-type Gemini, and A-type or B-type Aquarius. You are a demanding woman to men. The men who can responsibly take care of you are A-type Leos, Capricorns and Pisces, A-type or AB-type Cancers, and A-type or B-type Scorpios. An organized and cleanly person would be suitable for you. Bad Match: O-type Sagittarius and Pisces are least compatible matches for you who will hurt you in the end.

Friday, September 12, 2003

What Guys Names Mean

Aaron's- are ugly dorks that have no sense of commitment
Adam's- are full of themselves
Albert's- very GAY and cheats all the time
Alex's- are cute and short but very open
Andy's- are nice and sweet
Andrew's- two faced and conceded
Anderson's-rude but can be nice ......sometimes
Aidan's- nice to talk to and forgiving
Anthony's- dumbasses
Ben's- are funny and smart
Billy's-very funny and cool to hang out with
Bob's- are quiet and unpopular
Brad's- think everyone likes them ... but they don't
Braden's- cute & funny
Brandon's- annoying and dumb
Brendan's- are quiet &! sweet
Brett's- world wide hotties and really sensitive
Brian's- are always sexy, not to mention the sweetest people; have great body's thanks to MILK
Bryan's- are sexy, but stupid
Chad's- full of themselves, dorky cute, ugly
Chris's- have bad boddies and are very dorky
Clark's- are hilarious and always in trouble
Cory's- are funny but ugly
Corey's-are so hot and not to mention so popular
Craig's- try to fit in
Dan's- dickheads & ugly
Danny's- are loud and funny, but extremely ugly
Darren's- can dance and are pretty hot
David's- hotties and work out a lot & very sweet
Dennis'- very annoying and ugly
Derek's- have great mommies, big dicks, and fuckable
Dima- Hot jerks they think their the best looking and so funny even though they are not always!!!!!!!
Dominic's- are hilarious and will do anything for any girl
Don's- are quiet but funny & pretty cute
Doug's- have greasy faces but some can be awesome BF!
Drew's- beautiful bodies & really sweet
Eddie's & Ed's- want too many chicks they'll never get cuz they're assholes
Eric's-shy & cute
Ericc's- usually TALL, FUN, and SO hot
Erik's-are funny and treat girls how they want to be treated and dress good
Evan's- are a little slow but sweet, sexy, and every other good thing in this forward
Ezra's - kinda cute, but jack asses and players! PLAYERS BIG TIME!!!
Frank's- are "different"
Frankie's- very sweet
Freddie's- REALLY HOT!!! and totally go for any girl that is cute and comes their way!
Gary's- are drug addicts
Greg's- are really sweet and feel sorry for themselves but they shouldn't. they are really shy. sweet with a rough exterior. GIRLS FLIRT WITH HIM! very athletic and hot
Henderson's- are usually tall and muscular, seem to have a bit of humor
Howard's- are annoying but sweet.......in a way
Ilan's- really popular but think all the girls want him
Issac's- are usually hot, but act too weird and get to be annoying
Jakes- are white boys that need a race check
Jamie's- HORNY!!! sleep always thinking about sex or doing it
Jason's- HORNY!! but so sweet and you can talk to them about anything & theyre complete dumbasses
JC's- are so hot and so muscular with gorgeous voices
Jeff's- are really hot with ripped bodies
Jerehme's- are FAGS, FAGS, FAGS
Jeremy's- are loud and think their all that But sweet and HOTTIES!!!
Jermaine's- are ugly and make girls puke
Jesse's- are popular and need to move on
James- are sweet kind and always laughing
Jack's- stupid but hot
Jimmy's- are hot & funny
Jim's- are total wannabe's, but girls fall for them
Joe's- have no friends or lives and are usually ugly; just call them scrubs
Joey's- cute, funny, flirty
John's- are built and sexy
Jon- tall funny and extremely cute come on guys and psycho
Jordan's- Are Sexy but weird in a good way
Jose's- are hot chulos
Juan- flirty & sweet
Julian's-"to them, flirting is just like a sport", think their funny...their SOOOO not! Junior's- are hotties and are totally good at football
Justin-lovable, and so athletic... REALLY HOT!!!
Karl's- dorky, cute, and on speed
Kevin's- can never get a girlfriend
Keith's- are good people to talk to when you have a problem
Khon's- are dorks
Kurt's- can kick anyone's ass...when they are drunk
Kyle's- are usually cute, but were once very dorky
Lance's- beautiful eyes, hot, nice hair
Lano's-are sweet and extremely hot and athletic
Larry's-cute but are wannabe players with big asses
Lorenzo's- are fine and dress good
Luke's- Are so sweet and funny, and they are really HOT! Great Body's and are good at some sports.
Mark's- are cute and really funny; they always have a girlfriend
Matt's- hotties with big dicks
Max's- psycho paths
Mike's- are very good looking (like freddie prinze jr) but they'll do anything for a girl, even break in their houses & have short lines
Nathan's- are stupid as hell
Nick's-think their funny. their not, cute and sensitive
Neil's- play round too much but really sweet & short
Paul's- are hotties and have the nicest smiles
Pete's- are cuties but very shy
Philip's- are very annoying and think they are all that and a bag of potato chips & try to get your neighbors to beat you up
Raymonds's- always smart asses, but are very cute and can be serious at times
Rosiaro- cute, but can be funny annoying. Very sweet and romantic at the same time
Rob's- short, annnoying, & act their on speed
Rodney's- sexy and sweet but tall
Ross's- total losers and computer geniuses
Ryan's- short but sexy boddies
Sam's- are wannabe sex machines
Scott's- HOT!!!!
Sean's- have HORRIBLE acne, are funny...looking
Seth's- cute & sweet
Steve's- are popular and funny
Tim's- are hot but a bit weird
Tom's - major assholes & smart, but stupid at the same time
Todd's- usually cute, but always fall in love too fast
Travis's- skinny & horny
Trevor's- are sweet and funny but at sometimes untrustworthy
Taylor's- are gay
Tony's- are nice and funny but a bad person to talk about serious things
Tyler's- usually very HOT, but sometimes annoy people, but have a GOOD sense of humor
Vincent's- are athletic and shy sometimes, but a riot and a loud mouth when they know the person or friends are around
Will's- ugly, wifebeaters, gross
Zach's-sweet and polite and adorable

Monday, September 08, 2003

Letting Go

Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"...
I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing.
One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it.
You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone.
Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back.
Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences.
They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.
You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost.
No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.
You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.
You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there.
Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.
And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.
That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet.
And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

Some Say

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed

It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance

It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose