I can't believe it, is this gonna be a year for me to ramp up on politics?!
Politics in cosplay, politics at work. oh my. I guess it is the reality now.
I can keep mum for one, but i can't for two. I once thought i was someone immune to all these, but now i'm getting dragged into all the shitstorm. now, how do i wring myself out of all these? i wish i can just dig a hole and hide forever.
on another topic. i'm really upset with myself. i hate how i'm pushing myself so hard, and you probably don't even give a damn. or you don't know. i want to give up, but i don't really want to disappoint :(
please find me a place to hide.